Poetry. :*

Broken Promises

When you said you loved me

I thought you meant it

Guess I was naive

Just to believe it

The hands we held

The stories we could tell

Where’d it all go

I guess I’ll never know

The broken hearts

The broken promises

All the hurt

And all the losses

You don’t care

About these promises

The lies, the cheats

Why couldn’t you be honest

Giving up on you wasn’t the plan

But if you can, I can.

Who I Am

Judge me all you want

That won’t change me

I am who I am

Whether you like it or not

I fuck up, I make mistakes

I have regrets that I wish I could change

If I could I would go back in time

Fix all the things, all the lies

But I can’t, I’m only human

That’s the way its always been

I’m not the only one who makes mistakes

But I guess that doesn’t make it okay

I am who I am

No one can change that

I’m sorry I can’t live up to your standards

But I’ll never change, and that’s a fact.

Why?

This time I need to be selfish

Why did you have to do it?

It’s hard to be happy

When I know you’re not coming back

I’ll never get over the fact

That I’ll never see you again

I really need you now

Without you I’m broken

I never thought the silence could be so loud

I don’t even know what to say at this point

Please, I just need to hear your voice

Why didn’t you say goodbye?

All I can ask is why.

From The Start

I wanted to believe you loved me

I wanted to believe you were over her

I wanted to be the one for you

I wanted you to be sure

I’m sorry I can’t just be friends

I’m sorry I love you too much

I’m sorry I didn’t want it to end

I’m sorry all I want to do is cut

Did you ever even care?

Did you ever really love me?

I miss that blonde hair

I miss the way you’d kiss me

Now all I do is look at old memories

And listen to our song

Hoping that some how, some way

You would come along

But I should have saw this coming from the start

I knew you were just gonna break my heart.

Please Don’t Say Goodbye.

Please don’t say goodbye

Then I’ll know everything you’ve said were lies

I want to believe you

But what should I do?

You leave me, you decieve me

You need to start seeing what I see

I gave you everything I had

And it all ended bad

I don’t know what to say at this point

It all comes down to your choice

I hope you choose right

Out of mind, out of sight

I just want to give you time

But please don’t say goodbye.

Something About You

Sometimes it’s hard to understand why I do what I do

Is it to impress you?

I guess I’ll know

Because all you want to do is go

So go ahead, leave me behind

I’m just so used to it

I don’t mind

I saw this coming coming before we even met

But there’s something about you

That I can never forget

Something about you that pulled me in

Something about you that helped me get over him

Something about you, it intrigued me

Something about you

But I don’t know what it could be.